These past few days have been very good. I haven't had much of a voice, I haven't been very conscious, and I've been tired a lot. The things I like in this are those very things. I told mom today that I could do 'this' every day and be just fine. I like having work most every day. I hate not being needed. I hate working only on weekends. I feel so much difference when I actually do something for someone else every day. Even if it all involves money, when I see these kids and their leaders, I am encouraged to keep going and to do better; no, to be the best I can at ever instance that I come face to face with them. The Center is nice, but the amount of people there is minimal. I am a people person. I love meeting new people, and I love DOING and BEING and TALKING with people, not just meeting maybe on person a day, and them ONLY being there to get some coffee and then head on. Don't get me wrong, I love meeting people there too, but this is like the difference between going skiing at Massunutten vs. the Alps.
I've been working with some of the best people on the planet this week. Each of them different and good in their own way. Pretty much all family by now. I like that. Family.
Now I sneak up to the Center at night to get money(s) and write a blog, New Harvest to play some drummage (no offense to the kid playing at the camp this week, cause he's like 10, but he needs to grow some balls) to fill my urges that I have all week from listening to said kid. And now I need to finish my drum cage even sooner so I can play some of these new songs the way I want, and not the 'small church - loud drums' way.
Ah.. family.. I miss you so..
